Franz Kafka
"He must go," cried Gregor's sister, "that's the only
solution, Father. You must just try to get rid of the idea that this is Gregor. The fact that we've believed it
for so long is the root of all our trouble. But how can it be Gregor? If this were Gregor, he would have realized
long ago that human beings can't live with such a creature, and he'd have gone away on his own accord. Then we
wouldn't have any brother, but we'd be able to go on living and keep his memory in honor. As it is, this creature
persecutes us, drives away our lodgers, obviously wants the whole apartment to himself, and would have us all sleep
in the gutter. Just look, Father," she shrieked all at once, "he's at it again!" And in an access
of panic that was quite incomprehensible to Gregor she even quitted her mother, literally thrusting the chair from
her as if she would rather sacrifice her mother than stay so near to Gregor, and rushed behind her father, who
also rose up, being simply upset by her agitation, and half spread his arms out as if to protect her.
Yet Gregor had not the slightest intention of frightening anyone, far
less his sister. He had only begun to turn around in order to crawl back to his room, but it was certainly a startling
operation to watch, since because of his disabled condition he could not execute the difficult turning movements
except by lifting his head and then bracing it against the floor over and over again. He paused and looked around.
His good intentions seemed to have been recognized; the alarm had only been momentary. Now they were all watching
him in melancholy silence. His mother lay in her chair, her legs stiffly outstretched and pressed together, her
eyes almost closing for sheer weariness; his father and his sister were sitting beside each other, his sister's
arm around the old man's neck.
From The Metamorphosis translated by Willa and Edwin Muir
Many more days went by, however, and that too came to an end. An overseer's
eye fell on the cage one day and he asked the attendants why this perfectly good cage should be left standing there
unused with dirty straw inside it; nobody knew, until one man, helped out by the notice board, remembered about
the hunger artist. They poked into the straw with sticks and found him in it. "Are you still fasting?"
asked the overseer, "when on earth do you mean to stop?" "Forgive me, everybody," whispered
the hunger artist; only the overseer, who had his ear to the bars, understood him. "Of course," said
the overseer, and tapped his forehead with a finger to let the attendants know what state the man was in, "we
forgive you." "I always wanted you to admire my fasting," said the hunger artist. "We do admire
it," said the overseer, affably. "But you shouldn't admire it," said the hunger artist. "Well
then we don't admire it," said the overseer "but why shouldn't we admire it?" "Because I have
to fast, I can't help it," said the hunger artist. "What a fellow you are," said the overseer, "and
why can't you help it?" "Because," said the hunger artist, lifting his head a little and speaking,
with his lips pursed, as if for a kiss, right into the overseer's ear, so that no syllable might be lost, "because
I couldn't find the food l liked. If I had found it, believe me, I should have made no fuss and stuffed myself
like you or anyone else." These were his last words, but in his dimming eyes remained the firm though no longer
proud persuasion that he was still continuing to fast.
From A Hunger Artist, translated by Willa
and Edwin Muir